I want to teach my children to live with integrity. It’s important that they learn to be honest and to do the right thing even when I’m not watching. But there are grey areas. They might ask me a question and I always have to consider who they might share the information with. There is some information that their dad, for example, should get from me directly, yet he plies them for information and I can’t tell them not to be honest with their father.
So what can we do?
A couple years ago my ex brought my youngest to the pediatrician, looking for a medical reason for the behavior problems he was seeing. They tested her for allergies and was told she has an allergy to milk, so I was told that she was not permitted to eat dairy. Hmmm. Well, while I do agree that some behavior issues could be medically based I did not believe hers were, especially since she did not have the same issues at my house.
However it’s futile to argue with him and so I decided to go along with it for a few weeks to see if there were any changes. I didn’t see any. Eventually I switched to encouraging her to make different choices, but I did not forbid her from eating dairy. She would ask if she could have cheese, or ice cream. I would remind her that she should try to eat something else, but when she really wanted something I would just tell her to eat what she wants, try eating just a little of it, and then pay attention to how she felt afterward. This is something we could all benefit from doing.
In an attempt to determine whether I was complying with his instructions, my ex would ask my other daughter (not the one with the restrictions) whether I was letting her eat the things he’d forbidden. He never asked me, not once. He asked the one person who was not even involved.
What should my daughter have told him? How should she have responded? She knows she needs that we both value honesty. She knows she needs to tell the truth. And so she would tell him, then he would yell at my other daughter, who would then get mad at her sister for telling their dad.
If I confront him about these things, he will yell at the kids for telling me. They don’t want me to talk to him and if I do they will stop telling me what happens at his house. All I can do is listen to the girls, tell them that this isn’t something they need to handle and suggest they ask him to talk to me. He won’t accept that from them, but there’s not much else I can do.
I’m hoping as they grow up I can help them work on responses to his questions that keep their integrity in place but also limits the information they give to him directly. He needs to talk to me himself. Period.
This post is in response to the daily writing prompt Integrity
Don’t worry Dee ma’am.
Everything will fall in place as time grows. That past was past. We cannot change as much. I will pray for you and your kids. It will be fine.
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It will be. You’re right. Just one of the many things we need to deal with. 😊
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“He needs to talk to me himself. Period.” Have you told him that? Stood up for yourself? Stopped letting him control you? Your daughters are caught in the middle. Just questions dear friend. Hugs & Love. ☺💜
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If I confront him he will take it out on the kids. I didn’t in this particular situation but have in others. He’s a narcissist and not able to see that he’s ever wrong
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Kids should never be the adult of the households when they are two. I understand your position and I admire it. He should not be using the kids to try and hang you. Sorry. Great words and wisdom on your part. The girls will one day pull toward you and you will mentor them good.
A good write and read.
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Thanks! 😊
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YW
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Your daughters need to keep silence when he asks such questions for they are stuck in the middle and being used as weapons. Silence is healthier than honesty if it could result in abuse of another!
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Easier said than done….if they won’t tell him they’ll be punished. But as they get older it will get easier.
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oh that is so wrong to put children in that position, he s a cruel man, glad you’re out but the kids tie you forever ..
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He’s not fun…but that’s life. We deal with it.
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My daughter made a choice at a young age not to talk about what happens here, or there. What happens between us, is between us, and she is silent if her father prodded. She didn’t come home and reveal any details to me about her father after her visit there. It has worked out beautifully!
I don’t understand how your ex can begin something in his house, and expect it to continue in yours. His house-his rules. Your home-your rules. It’s two different worlds, and it works best if treated that way. He’s not a part of your life, so he needs to start acting like it. xxx
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That would certainly be my preference. Unfortunately he’s not especially easy to deal with so we just do the best we can. 😊
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It will all work out, especially as they get older. Just continue being the best Mom you can be. xx
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Thanks! 😊 That’s all I really can do…
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You are bringing your girls up so right. They will maintain their integrity no matter what.
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Thanks! ❤️
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My mother has definitely thought me that and now I am teaching my niece. Be you and be honest! That is the motto!
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I agree! Even when it’s not easy… 😊
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Yup…ughhhh! Lol!
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